I LEARNED

I learned..that I�m always going to play a silent love song in my heart and no where else�.
I learned that i�ll always be missing�.and never be able to express it�
I learned that I�m always going to be given the chance to try and try�& i dont get where i want �
I learned that you tear for your loved one when your happy and miss him � when your sad and he�s gone�so your going to tear anyway
I learned that my heart is always going to ache after your abscence and aspire your existance�.
I learned that my heart will make me involve it in my everyday stops and sayings
I learned that there was, and still is a deep warm place for you in my heart�.
I learned that no matter or how far days take me your always going to be that missing part�that completes my heart..
I learned that the need of your presence�will allow my heart evade lots of sorrows..
I learned that being quiet and calm about your eternal sudden trip is just a deep way of expressing a little of how it hurts�
I learned that i can easily pass a smile to one i meet but cant pass my heart to that smiled at�
I learned that loving you was not a mistake but it only aches!
Today I sit and here i write what i�ve learned by your absence�today i acknowledge that�ll ill never think of you gone..its just a little while before i say goodbye�before i let go ..to search out your soul..